i remember it is about 8 pm
from one dimension i am in total bliss
and another i am in sheer panic
so much is happening…i cannot go inside the hotel
tonight i will be in the courtyard under the lemon tree
tired and exhausted from all these sudden changes
i sit under the tree and look upwards
the mysterious black hole that was floating above me
is now hovering a few feet above
the strong jasmine is overpowering me
i am totally exhausted from all this stimulus
i feel the black envelope
me
and i fall fall fall fall
endlessly fall
into a black pit
a black hole
it must have lasted hours
but i am soon awakened
i can see
from the inside
that i have fallen into something
the fall still continues
but gentle and relaxed
like a soft feather descending
through a tunnel
i am seeing a new universe
all is light
lines of vertical experiences flash by me
i can see my past lives rush before me
in an instant
in seconds
somehow i can feel see and recall everything
compressed and intensely
everything becomes six dimensional
i see touch feel experience
all at once
all alive as if it were the real world
and the real world only imaginary
i see my life with buddha
my life as a tibetan lama
visions stretch before this seeing eye
i see my body re living
these memories
moving and releasing
softly into these experiences
i see my body moaning and
moving gently withinwards
the muscles relaxing
untying the locks of all these lives
endlessly these images
continue
animal lives
last thing i remember
swimming as a fish
in the ocean
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