in sheer explosive anger
i close my eyes for the first time
and hear a silent voice
your enlightenment is all you can give to me
your anger can be used positively
burn the candle at both endsbe total
go in
your enlightenment is my only protection
i got the message loud and clear from bhagwan
go in…just go in
i call the commune
no one is really answering the phone
saying they do not know what is going to happen
it seems it is the end of the commune
i wanted to leave america and return to india
i disliked america and what they had done to him
to the commune
to my sannyasins whom i loved and adored
their collective blood sweat and tears to build
the greatest oasis on earth of a living buddha
they had destroyed the future of millions of seekers
i rush downtown to my importers…try and work
out a lump sum deal to sell all the garments
in one clearance lot to a jobber at cost price
and arrange to clear the balance and
pay back the indian company and leave america
twenty five days to clear out and pay back their
money having saved up just 2000 dollars
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