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Vigyan Bhairav Tantra - Meditation
Technique 34
LISTEN WHILE THE ULTIMATE MYSTICAL TEACHING IS
IMPARTED. EYES STILL, WITHOUT WINKING, AT ONCE BECOME ABSOLUTELY FREE."
LISTEN WHILE THE ULTIMATE MYSTICAL TEACHING IS IMPARTED. This is a
secret method. In this esoteric tantra, the master gives you the
teaching secretly, the doctrine secretly -- or the mantra secretly. When
the disciple is ready, then the mantra, or the supreme secret, will be
imparted, communicated to him, privately. Just in his ear it will be
whispered. This technique is concerned with that whispering.
LISTEN WHILE THE ULTIMATE MYSTICAL TEACHING IS IMPARTED.
When the master has decided that now you are ready and the secret of his
own experience can be communicated, when the moment has come when he can
say to you that which is unsayable, then this technique has to be used.
EYES STILL, WITHOUT WINKING, AT ONCE BECOME ABSOLUTELY FREE. When
master, is imparting his secret to you in your ear, whispering it, let
your eyes be totally still: no movement of the eyes. That means the mind
should be quiet, thoughtless.
No winking -- not even a slight movement, because that will show a
disturbance within. Just become an empty ear with no movement within.
The consciousness is just waiting to be impregnated, just open,
receptive, passive... no activity on its own part. And when this will
happen, this moment when you are totally empty, not thinking anything
but just waiting... not waiting for something, because then it will
become thinking, not waiting for something but just waiting; when this
static moment, this non-dynamic moment will happen; when everything has
stopped, time is not flowing and mind is totally vacant -- it becomes
no-mind. Only into a no-mind can a master impart.
And he is not going to give a very long discourse: he will give just one
or two or three words. In that silence those one, two or three words
will penetrate to your very core, to the very center, and they will
become a seed there. In this passive awareness, in this silence, AT ONCE
BECOME ABSOLUTELY FREE.
One can become free only by becoming free of the mind; there is no other
freedom. Freedom from the mind is the only freedom. Mind is the bondage,
the slavery, the servitude. So a disciple has to wait with his master
for the right moment when he will call him and impart. He is not to ask,
because asking means desire. He is not to expect, because expectation
means conditions, desire, mind. He is just to wait. And when he will be
ready, when his waiting will become total, the master can do anything.
Sometimes the master can do very trivial things, and the thing will
happen. And ordinarily, even if a Shiva goes on talking about one
hundred and twelve methods, nothing will happen because the preparation
is not there. You can throw seeds on stones, but nothing will happen.
The fault is not of the seeds. You can throw a seed out of season, but
nothing will happen. The fault is not of the seed. The right season is
needed, the right moment is needed, the right soil is needed. Only then
will the seed become alive and transform.
So sometimes very trivial things work. For example, Lin Chi became
enlightened while he was just sitting on his master's verandah - on the
verandah of his master, and the Master came out and just laughed. He
looked at Lin Chi - into his eyes - and laughed uproariously. Lin Chi
started laughing, bowed down, and left. But he had been waiting there
for six years: that verandah was his abode for six years.
The master would come day after day, month after month, and he would not
even look at him. And Lin Chi was waiting there. Then after two years,
for the first time he looked at him. Then two more years passed, and for
the first time he patted him. Then Lin Chi waited and waited, and after
six years, one day suddenly he came out, stared into Lin Chi's eyes, and
Lin Chi must have done this technique:
LISTEN WHILE THE ULTIMATE MYSTICAL TEACHING IS IMPARTED. EYES STILL,
WITHOUT WINKING, AT ONCE BECOME ABSOLUTELY FREE.
The master looked and used laughter as a medium. He was a great master.
Really, words were not needed, just laughter. Suddenly there was that
laughter, and something happened in Lin Chi. He bowed down, laughed,
left, and told everyone that now he was no more, that he was liberated,
free. He was no more: that is what liberation means. You are not
liberated. You are liberated from yourself.
Lin Chi used to tell how it happened. For six years he was waiting. It
was a long waiting, a patient waiting. He was just waiting on the
verandah, and every day the master would come. And he would wait for the
right moment -- when he would become ready, then the master would do
something. Just by waiting for six years, you will fall into meditation.
What can you do? He might have thought for a few days about old things,
but if you do not give new food every day to the mind, by and by it
stops. How long can you chew again and again on the same thing?
He might have been thinking about past things, and by and by, because no
new stimulus was given, thinking stopped. He was not allowed to read, he
was not allowed to talk, he was not allowed to move and meet anyone. He
was just allowed to fulfill the basic bodily needs and wait on the
verandah.
Silently he waited, day after day -- day in, day out, day and night.
Summer would come and pass away, and winter would come and pass away,
and there would be rain and it would pass away: he must have forgotten
time. He must have forgotten for how many days he had been there. And
then one day suddenly the master appeared, and he looked deeply into his
eyes. Lin Chi's eyes must have suddenly become static, non-dynamic. This
was the moment; six years were wasted for this. There was no movement of
the eyes, because a single movement and he may miss. Everything must
have become silent -- and then suddenly, the uproarious laughter: the
master began laughing madly. That laughter must have been heard deep
down at the very core; it must have reached.
So when Lin Chi was asked, "What happened to you?" he said, "When my
master laughed, suddenly I recognized that the whole world is just a
joke. In his laughter, this was the message: The whole world is just a
joke, just a drama. An seriousness disappeared. And if the whole world
is just a joke, who is in bondage? And who needs to be free?" So Lin Chi
said, "There was no bondage at all. I was thinking that I was bound, and
that is why I was trying to be free, and then suddenly the master
laughed and the bondage fell away."
Sometimes it has happened with such things; you can never conceive of
how it was possible. There are many Zen stories... One Zen master became
aware when the gong was beaten. Just while he was hearing the gong being
beaten, the sound, something shattered in him. One Zen nun became aware,
enlightened, while she was carrying two pails of water. Suddenly the
bamboo broke, and the earthen pots fell down. The sound, the breaking of
the pots and the water flowing out of them, and she became enlightened.
What happened? You can break many pots, but nothing will happen. A right
moment had come. She was coming back. Her master had said, "This night I
am going to give you the secret, so go and take a bath, and bring two
pails of water for me. I will take a bath and impart to you the secret
for which you have been waiting." She must have felt ecstatic -- the
moment had come. She took a bath, filled the pots, and carried them
back.
It was a full-moon night, and just when she was passing on the footpath
from the river to the ashram, suddenly the bamboo broke. When she
reached, the master was waiting, and he looked at her and he said, "Now
there is no need, it has happened. Now I have nothing to convey. You
have already received."
That old nun used to say, "With that bamboo breaking, something broke in
me -- something broke in me also. Those pails falling down, those broken
earthen pots, and I saw my body broken. I looked at the moon. Everything
was silent, serene, and I became silent and serene. From that moment, I
have not been, I am no more." This is what liberation, freedom means. |