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Vigyan Bhairav Tantra - Meditation
Technique 19
WITHOUT SUPPORT FOR FEET OR HANDS, SIT ONLY ON
BUTTOCKS. SUDDENLY, THE CENTERING.
This technique has been used by Taoists in China for centuries, and it
is a wonderful technique -- one of the easiest.
Try this: WITHOUT SUPPORT FOR FEET OR HANDS, SIT ONLY ON BUTTOCKS.
SUDDENLY, THE CENTERING.
What is to be done? You will need two things. First, a very sensitive
body, which you do not have. You have a dead body; it is just a burden
to be carried -- not sensitive. First you will have to make your body
sensitive; otherwise this technique will not work. So first I will tell
you something about how to make your body sensitive, and particularly
your buttocks, because ordinarily your buttocks are the most insensitive
part in your body. They have to be. They have to be because you are
sitting the whole day on your buttocks. If they are too sensitive, it
will be difficult.
So your buttocks are insensitive -- they need to be. Just like the soles
of the feet, they are insensitive. Continuously sitting on them, you
never feel you are sitting on your buttocks. Have you ever felt it
before this? Now you can feel you are sitting on your buttocks, but you
have never felt it before -- and you have been sitting on your buttocks
your whole life, never aware. Their function is such that they cannot be
very sensitive.
So first you have to make them sensitive. Try one very easy method...
And this method can be done to any part of the body; then the body will
become sensitive. Just sit on a chair, relaxed, and close your eyes.
Feel your left hand or your right hand -- either one. Feel your left
hand. Forget the whole body and just feel the left hand. The more you
feel it, the more the left hand will become heavy.
Go on feeling the left hand. Forget the whole body, just go on feeling
the left hand as if you are just the left hand. The hand will go on
becoming more and more and more heavy. As it goes on becoming heavy, go
on feeling it becoming more heavy. Then try to feel what is happening in
the hand. Whatever the sensation, note it down: any sensation, any jerk,
any slight movement -- note down in the mind that this is happening. And
go on doing it every day for at least three weeks. At any time during
the day, do it for ten minutes, fifteen minutes. Just feel the left hand
and forget the whole body.
Within three weeks you will feel you have a new left hand, or a new
right hand. It will be so sensitive. And you will become aware of very
minute and delicate sensations in the hand.
When you succeed with the hand, then try with the buttocks. Then try:
close your eyes and feel that only two buttocks exist; you are no more.
Let your whole consciousness go to the buttocks. It is not difficult. If
you try, it is wonderful. And the feeling of aliveness that comes in the
body is in itself very blissful. Then, when you can feel your buttocks
and they can become very sensitive, when you can feel anything happening
inside -- a slight movement, a slight pain or anything -- then you can
observe and you can know. Then your consciousness is joined to the
buttocks.
First try it with the hand. Because the hand is very sensitive, it is
easy. Once you gain the confidence that you can sensitize your hand,
this confidence will help you to sensitize your buttocks. Then do this
technique. So you will need at least six weeks before you can enter this
technique -- three weeks with your hand and then three weeks with your
buttocks, just making them more and more sensitive.
Lying on the bed, forget the whole body. Just remember that only two
buttocks are left. Feel the touch -- the bedsheet, the coldness or the
slowly coming warmth. Feel it. Lying down in your bathtub, forget the
body. Remember only the buttocks -- feel. Stand against a wall with your
buttocks touching the wall -- feel the coldness of the wall. Stand with
your beloved, with your wife or husband, buttock to buttock -- feel the
other through the buttocks. This is just to "create" your buttocks, to
bring them to a situation where they start feeling.
Then do this technique:
WITHOUT SUPPORT FOR FEET OR HANDS... Sit on the ground. WITHOUT
SUPPORT FOR FEET OR HANDS, SIT ONLY ON THE BUTTOCKS.
The Buddha posture will do; PADMASANA will do. Or SIDDHASANA will do, or
any ordinary asana, but it is good not to use your hands. Just remain on
the buttocks; sit only on the buttocks. Then what to do? Just close your
eyes. Feel the buttocks touching the ground. And because the buttocks
have become sensitive, you will feel that one buttock is touching more.
You are leaning on one buttock, and the other is touching less. Then
move the leaning to the other. Immediately move to the other; then come
to the first. Go on moving from one to the other, and then by and by,
balance.
Balancing means that both of your buttocks are feeling the same. Your
weight on both of the buttocks is exactly the same. And when your
buttocks are sensitive this will not be difficult, you will feel it.
Once both your buttocks are balanced, SUDDENLY, THE CENTERING. With that
balance, suddenly you will be thrown to your navel center, and you will
be centered inside. You will forget the buttocks, you will forget the
body. You will be thrown to the inner center.
That is why I say centers are not meaningful, but centering is --
whether it happens at the heart or at the head or at the buttocks, or
anywhere. You have seen buddhas sitting. You may not have imagined that
they are balancing their buttocks. You go to a temple and see Mahavir
sitting, Buddha sitting; you may never have imagined that this sitting
is just a balancing on the buttocks. It is -- and when there is no
imbalance, suddenly that balance gives you the centering.
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