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Vigyan Bhairav Tantra - Meditation
Technique 111
SWEET-HEARTED ONE, MEDITATE ON KNOWING AND
NOT-KNOWING, EXISTING AND NOT-EXISTING. THEN LEAVE BOTH ASIDE THAT YOU
MAY BE
... MEDITATE ON KNOWING AND NOT-KNOWING, EXISTING AND NOT-EXISTING.
Meditate on the positive aspect of life and then on the negative -- then
put both aside because you are neither. THEN LEAVE BOTH ASIDE THAT YOU
MAY BE.
Look at it this way. Meditate on a birth: a child is born, you are born.
Then you grow, you become young -- meditate on this whole growth. Then
you become old, then you die. From the very beginning, imagine the very
moment when your father and mother conceived you, and into the womb of
the mother you came. Just the first cell. From there look to the very
end, where your body is burning on a funeral pyre and all your relative
are standing around you. Then put both aside -- the one who was born and
the one who has died. Just put both aside and then look within. There
you are -- that which is never born and which is never going to die.
... knowing and not-knowing, existing and not-existing. Then leave both
aside that you may be. You can do it with any positive-negative
polarity. You are sitting here. I look at you. I know you. When I close
my eyes, you are no longer there, I don't know you. Then put aside both
the knowledge that I have known and the knowledge that I don't know --
you will be empty. Because when you put both knowledge and no-knowledge
aside, you will be empty.
There are two types of people: some are filled with knowledge and some
are filled with ignorance. There are people who say, "We know." Their
ego is bound up with their knowledge. And there are people who say, "We
are ignorant." They are filled with their ignorance. They say, "We are
ignorant. We don't know." One is identified with knowledge, the other is
identified with ignorance, but both possess something, both cherish
something. Push both aside, knowing and not-knowing, so that you are
neither -- neither ignorant nor knowing. Put aside both positive and
negative. Then who are you? Suddenly the who will be revealed to you.
You will become aware of the beyond, that which transcends. Putting
aside both positive and negative, you will be empty. You will be no one,
neither wise nor ignorant. Put both hate and love aside, put both
friendship and enmity aside... when both the polarities are put aside
you are empty.
But this is a trick of the mind: it can put one aside but never the two
together. It can put one aside -- you can put ignorance aside, then you
cling to knowledge. You can put pain aside, but then you cling to
pleasure. You can put enemies aside, but then you cling to friends. And
there are a few people who do just the verse: they will be put friends
aside and cling to the enemies, they will put love aside and cling to
hate, they will put wealth aside and cling to poverty, and they put
knowledge, scriptures, aside and cling to ignorance. These people are
great renouncers. Whatsoever you cling to they put it aside and cling to
the opposite -- but they cling all the same
Clinging is the problem, because if you cling you cannot be empty. Don't
cling -- this is the message of this technique. Just don't cling to
anything positive or negative because with non-clinging you will find
yourself. You are there but because of the clinging, you are hidden.
With non-clinging you will be exposed, you will be uncovered. You will
explode. |