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Question - Beloved Osho, Can you say something about
Doubt and Negativity? What is the Difference? Osho - The difference between doubt and negativity is great. They look alike; on the surface they have the same color, but deep down the difference is unbridgeable. First, doubt is not negativity; neither is it positivity. Doubt is an open mind, without any prejudice. It is an inquiring approach. Doubt is not saying anything, it is simply raising a question. That question is to know, to find what the truth is. Doubt is a pilgrimage. It is one of the most sacred values of human beings. Doubt does not mean no. It simply says, "I do not
know, and I am prepared to know. I am ready to go as far as possible,
but unless I myself come to know, how can I say yes?"
It is easier to say yes, it is easier to say no,
because there is nothing you have to do. Doubt is the way to truth. No or yes are not ways, they prevent you. It will look very strange, that yes does the same thing as no. In dictionaries they are opposites, but in reality they are not. They look opposite only, but both have not asked the question. Both have not tried to find out what the case is. The communist believes, exactly as the catholic believes. The communist believes that there is no God. You can call it disbelief, but it is his belief. He has not inquired, he has not meditated; he has done nothing to find out that there is no God. The theist says there IS God. He has also done nothing. Both have chosen without moving an inch towards truth. That's why a very strange thing happens: the person who is a theist, a believer, can become a disbeliever, an atheist, in a single moment; and vice versa. Before the revolution in Russia, Russia was one of the most theistic, religious countries of the world. Millions of people in Russia could have sacrificed their life for God. After the revolution, when the authority changed, when the priest changed, when The Holy Bible was replaced by the holy DAS KAPITAL, within ten years the whole country became atheist. It was amazing! People who had believed their whole
life that there is God started disbelieving. Even communists could not
understand that these people are the same people who could have died for
God -- and now they are ready to die for no-God. Doubt is against both. Doubt is the insistence of the
individual that he wants to taste, to experience the truth. He is not
ready to accept it from anybody else, this way or that. One is going into the unknown, with no preparation,
with no prejudice. He is entering into the dark hole, not even believing
that there will be the other end of the tunnel, and he will again come
out of darkness. It is very consoling to have the answer, and if it is freely available, as it is.... Jesus says, "Just believe in me and you need not bother: I will take care. I will choose you at the day of judgment. I will recommend you to God: `These are my people -- they should be allowed in paradise.' All that you have to do is believe." A real shortcut -- simple belief. That's why thousands of people around the world have believed, and thousands of others have disbelieved. Their sources are different but the basic approach is the same. In India there has been a very ancient philosophy, charvaka. That philosophy says there is no God, no heaven, no hell, no punishment for your bad actions and no reward for your good actions. And thousands have believed in it. It is negative, absolutely negative, but very comfortable. You can steal, you can murder, you can do anything you like; after death nothing survives. In many ways the West has lagged behind the East, particularly as far as religion, philosophy, culture, are concerned. Charvaka is a five-thousand-year-old ideology; Karl Marx just in the last stage of the previous century said there is no God. He was not aware of charvaka, he thought he had come to a great discovery. For five thousand years charvakas have already been saying that; but they had not inquired. The man who created the philosophy was Brihaspati -- must have been a man of charismatic personality. He convinced people that you can do anything you want to because the thief, the murderer, the saint, all fall: dust unto dust. And after death nothing is left; the saint disappears, the sinner disappears. So don't bother at all about afterlife, there is none. This is not inquiry, because charvakas and their master Brihaspati have never gone beyond death. According to their philosophy, if they had gone they would have not come back -- so on what grounds do they say that there is nothing left? Nobody has visited the land. But it is very easy to believe. His famous statement is worth quoting. Brihaspati says, RINAM KRITVA GHRITAM PIVET: "Even if you have to borrow money, borrow it, but drink ghee as much as you can" -- because after death you are not going to be questioned, punished. The person who had given you money cannot drag you into the court of God; there are no such things. His whole philosophy is simply, "Eat, drink and be merry." You can believe in it -- the theists will call it DISbelief. And that's what Karl Marx did for the communists, he said that there is no soul, no consciousness. It is a by-product of matter, so when the body falls apart, nothing is left. This became a very dangerous attitude, because communists could kill people without thinking twice. Their belief is that by killing you are not committing
any sin. There is nobody inside a person; there is no inside. A man is
chemistry, biology, physiology -- but there is no soul. Joseph Stalin
could kill almost one million people after the revolution without
feeling even a slight doubt about what he was doing.
I have heard.... Once Mulla Nasruddin's clock stopped.
It was an old clock, and some day everything has to stop. He opened the
clock and found there a fly, dead. He said, "Now I know the clock is
dead -- this is the clock's soul!" He was just going to bury the clock
in the garden when his wife caught hold of him. I have asked many communists, very old communists....
In India, S.A.Dange was a member of the international communist party
along with Lenin, Trotsky, Stalin. He was an eyewitness of the Russian
revolution. I asked him, "Have you ever meditated?" I said, "If you have never meditated, then you don't have the authority to say that there is no soul, no God, no consciousness. Without going inside yourself, how can you say that there is nobody? And see the absurdity of it: who is saying that there is nobody? Even to deny you will have to accept that there is somebody. Even to say that there is nobody, somebody has to be assumed." The same is the situation of religions. Nobody has encountered God -- no Christian, no Hindu, no Mohammedan -- but they have all said yes because the crowd in which they were born was the crowd of theists. To say no amongst that crowd would have created difficulties for them. Yes was simply the accepted rule of the game. They have worshipped, they have prayed, not knowing why they were doing it. But everybody else is doing it so it must be right. When the crowd changed -- for example in Russia, the
same people who were so certain of God became uncertain. It took ten
years to change from one certainty to another certainty... an interval
of uncertainty, but uncertainty is not doubt. It has no ideology. I teach you doubt because I know if you can doubt to the very end you will realize the truth of your own being, and simultaneously the truth of the whole existence. And that will be liberation, that will be freedom. Doubt is neither Christian nor Hindu, nor American nor German. Yes may be Hindu, yes may be Mohammedan, yes may be Christian; no may be communist, no may be fascist -- but doubt is simply a quest, an individual quest. Yes and no both belong to the crowd. You start finding your path on your own. You don't
accept the maps given you by others. Even in my childhood I used to ask the priest, "Do you
know where Constantinople is?" People who had no idea that the earth is round were able to know how many hells there are, how many heavens there are; and each according to his action goes to a certain space, certain place. They had no idea of the earth they were living on but they had ideas about things which are just fictions. Now slowly slowly those maps are disappearing from the temples, because even followers have started asking embarrassing questions. But it continues. One small sect in India is that of Radhaswamis. They divide the whole existence into fifteen parts; the earth is the lowest. I have been to their temple in Agra. They are very egoistic people; they have been trying for almost one hundred years to make the temple better than the Taj Mahal. They have poured immense amounts of money into it, but only one story is complete. They have done tremendous work. Certainly if they succeed in making all the three proposed stories, the Taj Mahal will look very pygmy before that temple. The Taj Mahal is also in Agra, and Radhaswamis
originated in Agra; their founder was there. And from all over the world
tourists come to Agra to see the Taj Mahal. Radhaswamis wanted to make
something so that the Taj Mahal becomes secondary. And seeing what they
have done -- it is only one-third complete in one hundred years, but
even that much is enough to show you they have transcended the Taj Mahal
already. Mohammed is still on the fourth, Moses on the fifth,
Mahavira on the seventh, Buddha on the ninth. And their own master is on
the fifteenth. When I had gone to visit their temple, their priest
welcomed me, he showed me everything. He showed this description of
fifteen stages and he said, "What do you think about it?" Doubt has never created any philosophy; doubt has
created science. And doubt is going to create religion. They are exactly
the same -- the same application of doubt in different fields. About
objects, the outside world that spreads to millions of stars, doubt has
given tremendous insight just within three hundred years. You are
carrying another world within yourself, which is in no way smaller than
the world you see outside; perhaps it is bigger. That's why I say inside you are carrying something bigger than the universe, more than the universe. Just inquire. One of the most beautiful men of this century was Maharishi Raman. He was a simple man, uneducated, but he did not accept the ideology, the religion in which he was born. When he was only seventeen years of age he left his home in search of truth. He meditated for many years in the hills of Arunachal in south India, and finally realized himself. After that his whole teaching consisted only of three words, because those three words had revealed to him the whole mystery of existence. His philosophy is the shortest. What are those three words? Whoever came to him -- because as he became slowly slowly known, people started coming to him from all over the world -- his whole teaching was to sit silently and ask only one question: "Who am I?" and go on asking that question. One day the question will disappear, and only you will be there. That is the answer. Not that you will find the answer written somewhere;
you will find yourself. You just go on digging with this question --
this question is like digging -- but do you see the question? It is a
doubt: Who am I? It does not accept the spiritualist who says you are a
soul. It does not accept the materialist who says there is nobody, don't
waste time; eat, drink and be merry. He doubts. Those three words are
followed by a question mark: Who am I? Source - Osho Book "From Death to Deathlessness"
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