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Question -
Beloved Osho, How can the Master help the Disciple to live religiousness
without religion? Osho - It is the most
simple thing in the world. The reverse is the most difficult -- to be
religious and to be part of an organized religion is almost impossible.
But just to be religious, without being part of any religion, is the
simplest thing. You have to understand what I mean by religiousness: by
religiousness I mean a gratitude towards existence. It has given so much
to you, and you cannot pay it back.

I have heard, a man was going to commit suicide and a
master was sitting on the river bank from where this man was going to
take the jump. He said, "Wait just a moment! Wait! Are you going to
commit suicide?"
The man said, "But who are you to prevent me?"
The master said, "I am not preventing you. In fact, I would love for you
to commit suicide, but before committing it, if you can give your two
eyes... because the king of this country has gone blind. And the doctors
say if somebody can donate his eyes -- not the eyes of a dead person,
but a living person -- then those eyes of can be transplanted and the
king will be able to see again. And whatever you want as a reward, as a
prize, you say it and it is yours. So just before committing suicide,
why not do a little business?"
The man said, "How much will he give?" He forgot about his suicide.
People are so business-minded.
The master said, "Whatever you want, you just say."
He said, "I am a poor man, I cannot ask much -- you suggest something.
And I am going to commit suicide..."
So the master said, "You think it over... twenty thousand rupees."
The man said, "Twenty thousand? My God, I never thought that I would
have twenty thousand rupees."
But the master said, "You can still think. I can even tell the king, `He
needs twenty million.' It all depends on you. And the king wants the
eyes at any price."
The man said, "Twenty million? But then why should I commit suicide?"
The master said, "That is up to you. But," he said, "Living a life
without eyes, even having twenty million rupees will not be so much
joy."
Just on the way towards the palace, the man started saying to the
master, "I am having second thoughts."
He said, "What second thoughts? Have you raised your price again?
He said, "The price is not the question. I am thinking that just for two
eyes, twenty million -- what about ears, the nose, the teeth, my whole
body? How much is the price of my whole body?"
The master said, "You can calculate; just for two eyes, twenty
million... "
The man said, "I am not going to sell. I am going home."
The master said, "What about suicide?"
He said, "I used to think you are a religious man. You are a murderer!
You want me to commit suicide? Now for the first time I have recognized
what existence has given to me -- and I have not paid a single pai.
These two eyes which have seen all kinds of beauty, these two ears which
have heard all kinds of music, this life which has experienced so much
-- and I have not paid anything and I have not even said a thank you.
"And suicide is nothing but the last complaint, the ugliest complaint
against existence: you have given me so much and I am destroying it.
Rather than being grateful, I am betraying. No, I cannot commit suicide
and I cannot sell my eyes; they are priceless. You can tell the king
that even for the whole kingdom I cannot give my two eyes, although I am
a beggar."
Have you ever realized how much existence has given to you? No, you
simply take it for granted, as if you deserve it, as if you have earned
it. You don't deserve it. You have not earned it, it is a gift. It is a
blessing; it is simply out of love that the existence has given you so
much. And it is ready to give you much more. You are just not ready to
take it.
Religion prevents you from being religious -- sends you to the mosque,
to the temple, to the church. It teaches you to pray to a hypothetical
god that you have never met, that nobody has ever met.
And the real temple is all around you -- under the
stars, under the green foliage of a tree, by the side of the ocean. The
real temple is all around, and the real god is nothing but the living,
the alive, the conscious phenomenon in you. Wherever there is life,
wherever there is consciousness, there is god.
And when you come to the ultimate experience of
consciousness you become a god. Everybody's birthright is to become a
god -- not to worship God but to become a god.
All the religions are preventing you. They don't teach you
non-ambitiousness; they teach you ambition, they teach you how to be
virtuous so that you can reach paradise. They don't teach you
fearlessness, they teach you fear -- that if you do certain things you
will be thrown into hell and you will suffer for eternity. All the
religions are basically an exploitation of humanity: they enslave you,
they humiliate you, they call you sinners, they destroy your
self-respect.
Religiousness is a humble gratefulness towards
existence.
And because existence has given so much to you there is a humble
self-respect -- but humble; it is not egoistic, you are not bragging
about it.
It teaches you to love, it teaches you to be more alive, more playful,
more celebrating. Your life should be a song and a dance and a
festivity.
What is the need to belong to a crowd? All these things are your
individual experiences, they don't have anything to do with any crowd.
You need not go to a church, you need not worship a god, you need not
worship a book which is dead and full of all kinds of nonsense,
stupidities, superstitions.
Religiousness is absolutely an individual phenomenon. It is not
something to do with collectivity; you are not going to fight with
somebody... "So, be united." Mohammedans have to be united against
Hindus, Hindus have to be united against Christians, Christians have to
be united against Jews. These are not religions. These are insane crowds
which want to do violence in the name of religion, in the name of God.
I have seen a few riots, and I could not believe... very nice people
suddenly become like animals.
I knew a person who was a professor in the same university where I was
teaching, and I knew him as one of the nicest persons. But he was a
Mohammedan, and when there was a riot amongst Hindus and Mohammedans I
saw that professor raping a woman. I could not believe it. I dragged the
professor away. I said, "What are you doing?" He came back to his
senses, as if he was doing it in a state of sleep.
He said, "I am sorry, just forgive me. The whole crowd was doing it, and
I simply became part of the crowd. I forgot my individuality completely,
and the animal within me started doing things. First I was trembling...
`I should not do it -- what I am going to do is not right.' But the
animal is too strong and too ancient, and when the whole crowd was doing
it... "
I have caught hold of people burning temples, burning mosques -- people
whom I knew -- and I have dragged them away and asked them, "What are
you doing? Can you do it alone? If there is no crowd, can you burn this
mosque? What has this mosque done to you? It is a beautiful piece of
architecture -- why are you destroying it? It has not harmed anybody."
And the man would say, "Alone? Alone I cannot do it, but everybody is
doing it. And I am also a Hindu, and Hindus have to be united."
United for what? -- to kill, to burn people alive.
For thousands of years, religions have been just killing, murdering,
burning. And their whole strategy is that the crowd has a psychology of
its own. Just don't let the individual stand aloof; otherwise, you
cannot make him rape a woman, burn a house, kill a child. Just let him
be within the crowd, and when everybody else is doing something he will
start doing it; his animal will surface.
Once I was sitting in a bookstore and suddenly a riot... just across the
street there was the most beautiful shop full of watches, clocks. And
people started taking away watches and clocks. And one man, one old man
was shouting loudly, "This is not right! If Hindus and Mohammedans are
fighting, you can fight. But taking things from shops... I don't see any
religion in it."
I was listening from the bookstore. Nobody was listening to the old man.
I knew the old man; we used to meet on a morning walk once in a while
and discuss things. He was a very nice man and had a very philosophical
approach towards life. He was a Mohammedan, and it was a Mohammedan
crowd which was destroying a Hindu shop. When the whole shop was
finished, there was only one big wall clock left. It was too big, so
nobody took it out because he would be seen. Wherever he would go,
people would see -- you would have to carry it on your back. The old man
took the big clock.
I could not believe it. I had to come out of the store and I said,
"Wait! What are you doing?"
He said, "What else can I do? They have taken everything, only this is
left. So I said to myself, now what is the point? They did not listen to
me -- I tried my hardest to save the shop. And when I saw that all the
watches and all the clocks were gone, suddenly a desire arouse in me --
`What are you doing here standing like a fool? Just take this one and go
home' -- and I am going."
I said, "You are perfectly right. You have earned it. You have been
shouting, you have been... You are not stealing -- I am a witness; if
any problem arises you can always name me. You have done your work, your
religious work of teaching people. Nobody listened to you, and the man
whose shop it was had escaped out of fear that he would be killed. Now
it is just pure earnings. You have wasted your whole day, and in old
age... Can I help you?"
He said, "Don't make me feel ashamed. This clock is so big, and my house
is so far away."
I said, "Let me help you; otherwise... you are a Mohammedan, you may be
caught by some Hindus. And nobody will believe what you have purchased
this clock at this moment when people are taking everything."
He said, "You are right. Just do one thing: If you can call a taxi... it
is too heavy."
I said, "I will call a taxi." I called a taxi. Meanwhile we were
standing by the side of the road; many people gathered there to see what
was happening. I said, "Nothing, there is no problem. He has earned it,
he deserves it."
He felt so ashamed that by the time the taxi arrived he said, "No, it is
not right. Put it back, leave it... somebody else will take it away."
I said "Somebody else is going to take it away -- it doesn't matter who
takes it away, you simply sit in the taxi and take it away."
He said, "You are a strange man. You are supporting a Mohammedan."
I said, "I am not a Hindu, not a Mohammedan. I simply see that in old
age, you have done enough work; you should be paid. Now there is nobody
here to pay for it, you just take it away."
The next day when I saw him in the garden I said, "How is the clock
working?"
He said, "I could not sleep the whole night. It makes such a `tick-tock,
tick-tock' that it reminds me, `My God, I have stolen it -- against all
my philosophy and all my religious teachings.' And I was advising
people... this is not a reward, this is a punishment. And my wife was
angry; she said, `You have become old but you are really an idiot. When
people were taking beautiful wristwatches, you have brought this
"tick-tock". You cannot even sleep. Throw it out.' So my wife has put it
out in the garage, and I have been thinking to somehow return it."
I said, "That's a good idea. Should I call a taxi? You should not go to
return it -- I will go, because you will be caught."
So I had to go to return the clock. And the man said, "But how did you
get involved in it?"
I said, "It is a long story... but we could save only one -- this big
clock. About the others, I know who has taken them, I was watching. I
can give you a few names if you can find them, but it will be very
difficult. This was taken by an old man, and because his wife could not
tolerate this `tick-tock'... he was coming himself but I said, `It is
dangerous, there is still tension.' So you just take it. But when the
tension subsides, remember that old man; he has really tried his
hardest, but finally the animal surfaced and when he saw that nobody was
listening -- `Only I am the loser, everybody is gaining something'...
just sheer economics."
Religions are nothing but crowd psychology, mob psychology, and the mob
is still in its animalhood. They are still not human beings. There are
individual human beings, but there are no crowds which are human. The
crowd immediately slips back and becomes unconscious.
So there is no problem for the individual to become religious. You just
have to understand what religiousness means:
Be grateful to existence, enjoy the beautiful life that surrounds you.
Love -- because tomorrow is not certain.
Don't postpone anything beautiful for tomorrow.
Live intensely, live totally, here and now.
And there is no need to be a Mohammedan or a Hindu. And you will find a
tremendous blissfulness arising. That is your paradise.
Paradise is not some place, somewhere. It is a space within you.
Source - Osho Book "The Osho Upanishad"
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