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Question:
Osho, you just told us you have nothing to teach us,
and last night it was a great shock when you said as far
as you are concerned your work is done, that you're
carrying your body for us. A young jesus also said, "wist
ye not that i am about my father's business." what is or
what was your business?
Osho : When I say my work is
done I mean I am finished with any seeking; I mean I
have come to realize that there is nothing to be
realized, nothing to be known, nowhere to go. This
moment is enough, this moment is eternity. When I say my
work is done I mean now there is no desire. Desire is
business. You have to do something, only then will you
be happy. I am simply happy; it is not concerned with
any doing, it is now uncaused. That is the difference
between happiness and bliss.
Happiness is caused -- you have a friend and you are
happy; your beloved has returned and you are happy; you
have won a lottery and you are happy. Causes are there;
they are beyond you, they are outside you, so your
happiness comes from the outside. It is caused, and that
which is caused cannot be forever. The beloved may go
back, the friend may turn enemy -- friends turn enemy --
and whatsoever you have achieved may be lost. That which
is caused cannot always be there, cannot be eternal.
When I say my work is done I mean now my happiness is
uncaused. There is nothing that is helping me to be
blissful, I am simply blissful. It cannot be taken away.
You cannot uncause it if it is not caused. You cannot do
anything to it; it is simply beyond, it cannot be
destroyed. My business is finished. And when I say my
business is finished, I am finished, because I can exist
only with the business. Then why am I here? This is one
of the oldest questions. Buddha lived for forty years
after he became enlightened.
After his business was finished he lived for forty years
more. Many times it was asked, "Why are you?" When the
business is finished you should disappear. It looks
illogical: why should Buddha exist within the body even
for a moment? When there is no desire, how can the body
continue? There is something very deep to be understood.
When desire disappears the energy that was moving in
desire remains; it cannot disappear. Desire is just a
form of energy. That's why you can turn one desire into
another.
The anger can become sex, the sex can become anger. Sex
can become greed, so whenever you find a very greedy
person he will be less sexual. If he is really perfectly
greedy he will not be sexual at all. He will be a
brahmachari, a celibate, because the whole energy is
moving into greed. And if you find a very sexual person
you will always find he is not greedy, because nothing
is left. If you see a person who has suppressed his sex
he will be angry; anger will be always ready. You can
see in his eyes, in his face, that he is just angry; the
whole sex energy has become anger.
That's why your so-called monks and sadhus are always
angry. The way they walk they show their anger; they way
they look at you they show their anger. Their silence is
just skindeep -- touch them and they will become angry.
Sex becomes anger. These are forms; life is the energy.
What happens when all desires disappear? Energy cannot
disappear, energy is indestructible. Ask the physicists;
even they say that energy cannot be destroyed. A certain
energy was existing in Gautam Buddha when he became
enlightened.
That certain energy was moving in sex, anger, greed in
millions of ways. All forms disappeared, so what became
of that energy? Energy cannot go out of existence, and
when desires are not there it becomes formless, but it
exists. Now, what is the function of it? That energy
becomes compassion. You cannot be in compassion because
you have no energy. All your energy is divided,
sometimes in sex, sometimes in anger, sometimes in
greed. Compassion is not a form. Only when all your
desires disappear does that energy become compassion, KARUNA.
You cannot cultivate compassion. When you are desireless,
compassion happens; your whole energy moves into
compassion. And this movement is very different. Desire
has a motivation in it, a goal; compassion is
nonmotivated, there is no goal to it, it is simply
overflowing energy. So when I say I exist for you I
don't mean that I am doing something to exist for you.
Now I am not doing anything; forms of desire have
disappeared. Now the energy is there, without me. The
energy is moving and overflowing, and you can partake,
you can feed on it.
That is what Jesus meant when he said, "Eat me. Let me
become your blood, let me become your food." This
overflowing energy can become food to you, food of the
eternal. I am not doing anything. When I say I exist for
you it is only language, for there is no other language.
I am not doing anything, this is how it is happening. My
forms have disappeared; now a formless energy has
remained, and it will go on overflowing. Those who are
wise can partake, because soon it will become bodiless
also.
First energy becomes formless, desireless, and then it becomes bodiless.
The body has its own momentum. When one is born, when a
buddha is born, he is born out of a communion of two
bodies, the father and the mother; then particular
chromosomes, particular cells, create his body. Those
cells have a built-in momentum. That built-in momentum
means that this body will exist for seventy or eighty
years; this is a body blueprint. For eighty years this
body can exist.
The body doesn't know, cannot know, that the soul that
has entered is going to become enlightened. This house
cannot know that the person who has entered this house
to live will become enlightened. And when this man
becomes enlightened, even then this house will not know.
The house will continue; it has its own life. The body
has its own life, and the body is completely unaware
that a person has become enlightened. It continues, it
has its own momentum, its own fuel.
At the age of forty Buddha became enlightened. The body
became irrelevant but it continued. It continued, it
completed its circle; it was there for eighty years. It
is good, for these forty years were the overflowing
years, and we were able to know what enlightenment is.
If Buddha had disappeared that very moment there would
have been no religion. If the body had dropped, if
Buddha had become enlightened and the body had dropped,
he would not have been -- even to tell what had
happened. This was good; existence was very
compassionate.
Buddha lived for forty years more, not with any
motivation, but with the momentum of the body he just
went on overflowing. This body will also disappear; the
momentum has to be completed. I am not doing anything
for you; for that too is sort of egoistic, anybody
thinking he is doing something for you. It is happening.
The form of desires disappears and energy becomes
compassion. The body has to complete its momentum; it
has to complete its momentum, it has to complete its
blueprint. This gap will be an overflowing.
It is a feast, not given by me to you, it is a feast
given by the whole. Language creates problems. Language
is always dualistic, language is always of this world.
Language belongs to desire and it carries all the
connotations, so it is very difficult to say anything
about that which is not of this world. Either you have
to be silent -- even then, silence too can be
misunderstood -- or you have to use language. And every
word is loaded. If I say I am here for you, you can
interpret it in such a way that it looks like a
business, looks like a work.
It is not, it is none of it; it is simply an overflowing
of love. And I am not the doer for if I am the doer,
there can be no love. Just a light is burning. You may
find the path the light is there. You may use it, it may
become a flame for you, it may kindle a light within
you, but that depends on you. I am simply here. You are
initiated, not by me but the energy itself. Eat me as
much as you can, let me become part of you. Celebrate
this occasion. Jesus' words again create problems- words
always create problems.
Had Jesus been here, had he been here in the country of
the Upanishads, Buddha and Mahavir, the language would
have been totally different. Jesus was born a Jew; he
had to use Jewish language, myth, phraseology. So he
said, "The work, the business, that was given from my
father to me, is done." If he had been here he would
never have talked about "the father." The father is a
Jewish concept; it is good, beautiful, but very
anthropomorphic. God is not the father, God is not a
person, and God is not in any sort of business.
But Jews are businessmen, and their God is also a
businessman, the super-businessman- controlling,
managing, manipulating. And just as with a businessman
you can seduce him, you can bribe him. He is a very real
person. He will be angry: if you don't surrender to him
he will throw you in hell; if you follow him, you will
achieve paradise -- heaven and heavenly pleasures. This
whole language belongs to the world of profit, business.
But every language has its own problems.
This language is concrete and gives a very family-type
appearance to existence: the father, son and the
work.... You can reach the father through the son....
Jesus was simply using the language available.
In this country we have tried many linguistic patterns.
Hindus use millions of types for Hinduism is not a
religion, it is many religions. All types of religions
exist in Hinduism; it is a crowd, it is a phenomenon in
itself. Every type that has ever existed in the world
exists in Hinduism. This is a miracle.
Even an atheist can be a Hindu -- an atheist cannot be a
Christian -- and even an atheist can become enlightened.
Buddha was an atheist, he didn't believe in God. He said
there is no God, and even more mysterious, he said there
is no soul. He said nothing exists, and he became one of
the incarnations of a Hindu God. It is really
mysterious. This atheist, Gautam Buddha, became the
Tenth avatar. He said there is no God and Hindus said:
This man is God's incarnation he is Bhagwan.
Hindus say even a denial
is a way of assertion; Hindus say even to say no is to
say yes. This is very mysterious. They say even to say
there is no God is to say God in a negative way. If God
can be asserted in positive language, why not in
negative? "It" is a word, "nothing" is also a word, and
one is just as relevant as the other. Buddha said no;
then no became absolute, nothingness became the nature.
Shankara said yes; then yes became absolute, that "yesness,"
Brahma, became the source. But Hindus say both mean the
same.
Each language, each pattern of expressing it, has its
own benefits and its own dangers and pitfalls. I myself
am inclined towards the negative, hence so much emphasis
on Zen masters. I have really loved these anecdotes --
no mind, no truth, no understanding. Your desire is
positive. If God is asserted in a positive way your
desire will not die, your desire will turn towards God
and you will start desiring God. Negativity is to say no
to all your desires, to all your objects of desire. Then
all desires and all objects disappear and only you are
left in your purity.
That purity, that innocence- the benediction of it- is
what I want you to enjoy with me. It is not a teaching;
I am not a teacher. It is not a doctrine, it is just you
enjoying with me. I am available here, and if you put
your mind aside we can celebrate. I am in an inner
dance; you can also become a partner in it. You may call
this my business.
My work is done as far as I am concerned because I am
done. Now the energy has become a compassion and an
overflowing, and all those who really want to taste are
invited to do so without any condition.
You are not to give anything, you simply are to take. No
discipline, no bargain- nothing is expected on your
part. It is a gift. It has always been so, it will
always be so; the ultimate bliss is always a gift.
That's why we have been calling it grace, PRASAD... as
if the divine gives to you out of his overflowing
energy. I will tell you one story Jesus used to say. He
repeated it many times- he must have loved this story.
He said, "Once it happened, a very rich man needed some
laborers in his garden to work, so he sent a man to the
marketplace.
All the laborers who were available were called and they
started working in the garden. Then others heard and
they came in the afternoon. Then others heard and they
came just when the sun was setting. But he employed
them. And when the sun went down, he gathered all of
them and paid them equally. Obviously those who had come
in the morning became disappointed and said, "What
injustice! What type of injustice is this? What are you
doing?
We came in the morning and we worked the whole day and
these fellows came in the afternoon; just for two hours
they worked. And a few have just come, they have not
worked at all. This is injustice!" The rich man laughed
and said, "Don't think of others. Whatever I have given
to you is it not enough?" They said, "It is more than
enough, but it is injustice. Why are these people
getting when they have just come?" The rich man said, "I
give them because I have got too much, out of my
abundance I give them. You need not be worried about
this.
You have got more than you expected so don't compare. I
am not giving them because of their work, I am giving
them because I have got too much... out of my
abundance." Jesus said some work very hard to achieve
the divine, some come just in the afternoon and some
when the sun is setting, and they all get the same
divine. Those who had come in the morning must object:
"this is too much!" You just see: you have been
meditating so much and suddenly someone comes just at
evening and becomes enlightened.
And you have been such a great ascetic. Just look : if
all the ascetics reach and see that sinners are sitting
just by the side of the throne of God, what will happen?
They will become so sad: "What is happening?- these
sinners never disciplined their lives, they never worked
and they are here; and we were thinking they would be in
hell!" There is no hell; there cannot be. How can hell
exist? Out of God's abundance everything is heaven. It
should be so, it must be so, it has to be so. Out of his
abundance is heaven, there can be no hell.
Hell was created by these ascetics because they cannot
conceive of sinners in heaven. They have to make
compartments; they cannot think that you will be there.
It is reported that one Hassid, a rabbi, Baal Shem, was
visited by a woman. She was about seventy, her husband
was eighty, and now, by and by, was becoming a virtuous
man. His whole life he had been a sinner so she had come
to give her thanks that he had finally converted her
husband -- which was impossible as he had been a sinner
his whole life.
But now he was turning so she was very thankful to Baal
Shem. She had always been a pious lady, never wavered,
never went wrong, always had been on the right track and
always thinking that heaven was just waiting to welcome
her, and always knowing well that this husband of hers
was going to hell. So she said to Baal Shem, "There can
be hope now- even my husband may reach heaven. "Baal
Shem laughed and said, "The greater the sinner, the
greater the saint."
The woman became sad and said, "Then why didn't you tell
me before? You should have told me forty years before."
The greater the sinner, the greater the saint. This
woman will be in such hell if she finds her husband in
heaven. These so-called virtuous people have created
hell; otherwise, out of divine abundance, hell cannot
exist. Saints will receive for they come in the morning;
sinners will receive and they may have come in the
evening. Everyone is going to receive. It is a gift.
I am here, not as a business but as a gift. But you are
so afraid and fearful. You can understand business; you
know the terms; you cannot understand a gift, you don't
know the terms. You can understand if you have to
fulfill some condition. If nothing is required of you,
you are simply at a loss. All expectations belong to the
mind, all disciplines belong to the mind, all so-called
saintliness and so-called sin belong to the mind. When
there is no mind, there is no sinner and no saint, and
the gift simply showers on you.
Source: from book "A Bird on the Wing " by Osho
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